torontomaniaCism

All I wanted to do this break was go some place warm. That was my initial plan since September, but by the time January rolled along, money rolled away, and I started worrying about getting a job. I've always wanted to work in Toronto for a while after graduating, you know, experience the high life (more like crazy life); so I booked a flight to Toronto instead. I was semi-thrilled at the time, but I REAAAALLLY wanted to go some place different, warm, and far. Just imagine basking in the sun, shades on, the sound of waves splashing in the distance, sipping margueritas. *disc scratch*

Nevermind.

But with everything going on right now, I don't even WANT to go to toronto! Not even in the least! Ever since I booked my trip, I've been applying everywhere, here, there, anywhere. I'm kind of job-applied out! And not just that... in January I was still all gung-ho about leaving Winnipeg as sooooooooon as I got out of school, but now I've realized I'd rather not leave my parents before I actually have to. Which is a total bummer 'cuz I've wanted to leave since first year. hehehehe. I guess now that it's time to actually make the decision, it doesn't sound like such a bright idea. And it's not like I'm staying to look after THEM, cuz everybody knows they still look after ME. I'm the baby. But they need their baby!! Right??? Maybe. Maybe not.

So that's my number one decision factor... or indecision factor I could say. Now what am I gonna do there?!?! All my friends will be working, plus it's my friend's birthday/wedding anniversary/valentine's day week, so that's like, a week you don't wanna drop in on anyone. :P

Number two: Enough funds alhamdullilah, but not willing to spend it :P I'm trying to save up for several things... so whatever amount I spend there, could easily go to whatever it is I'm saving for.

Number Three: Cancelling the ticket costs 1/3 of the total price.

Number Four: My brother's coppin' out on me all of a sudden, with the same reasoning. He called me a week ago saying, "Seriously Saduf, I honestly have no idea what I'd do there. Not to mention I have no money." I refused to tell him I was feeling the exact same way, so I just stayed quiet, and then blurted out, "WHADDAYA MEAN YOU DON'T WANNA GO?!?!"

Number Five: We arrive back in winnipeg one hour before a close family friend's and friend's Walima. The date wasn't set before I booked the trip, and unfortunately, it just hAD to be the same week. That problem could easily be solved by getting dressed on the plane, :P but seriously, when it's a close family friend, we all wanna help!! And not just that, half of Old Skool's comin back to Winnipeg and we're heading out. That's just WRONG! So even if we do go to the big T.O., we'll come back a day or two earlier inshaAllah. Perhaps Friday. I wonder if there are any good parties in toronto on fridays though..............

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And if there was a party, would I go?

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*sighhhhh* Decisions, decisions, decisions. Mind you, if PUnjabi Hit Squad was playin' somewhere, I'd definitely start packin' my bags. :P