You know that common question, "What's your most embarassing moment?". Well... I never would really have a response to that one. I'd always just make one up and try to convince myself that when I fell down a whole flight of stairs in the convention centre after Eid Prayers was MY most embarassing moment. And it was RIGHTLY so! except I could only laugh at myself about that, especially when people were still laughing at me afterwards, at each house we'd visit later that day. maybe even week. HAA HAAA. oh gosh.

BUT!!! Now I have a real one, as of yesterday. And it's not something you could laugh at. It's not even something you could giggle about, not even smile!!! Actually, I was so embarassed, I wanted to just run and vanish in mid-step, or melt and disintegrate into the ground. All I wanted to do was turn back time and undo what I did, along with the running and vanishing and disintegrating. Yes. THIS was truly my most embarassing moment. May Allah forgive me inshaALlah. and you know why it happened?! Cuz I lost my patience and panicked. HAW HAI. I never thought that I could make such stupid decisions. OHHHH THE PAINNNNNNNNnnNNN!!!

But ok, i'll stop now, this may only be making things worse. ;) Tell me, do YOUR embarassing moments cause you such grief and AGONy?! :P