I'm feelin extremely exhausted these days. As a result, when I sit down to get some studying done, it never happens. And what makes it worse is that I deny the fact that it's best to sleep and so I just sit there... waiting... until I suddenly get a boost of energy to complete the task at hand although it never comes. And then in the end... it would have been best to just have gone to sleep cuz it's not like i got anything done in that time.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whyyy must I be so sluggish?

and I've been contemplating whether I'm really cut out for engineering lately. I mean... do I really want to write technical reports my whole life, and could I actually apply anything that I learned in these long, draining years to my work in the future. DO YOU REALLY EXPECT ME to be able to fathom any such crazy calculations as the amount of heat exchange through a chip using fin analysis?

What the heck is fin analysis?! I doubt I'll remember anything after graduating, much less APPLY it anywhere.

oh well... i'm gonna go to sleep tonight inshaALlah and perhaps I'll even graduate and finish all this nonsense just for the heck of it. (I wish that could be overnight as well). Soon. Soon InshaAllah. I'll be free.